I love this guy, he's my closest friend and we tell each other everything. The weird thing is though, he drinks a lot, smokes, smokes hash sometimes and has taken other drugs before. He's also very experienced, he's done stuff with over 20 girls and he's only 15. He also has anger issues and is kinda emotionally messed up but that doesn't bother me. I only drink occasionally and apart from that I don't do any of that stuff. I never thought I could find a guy attractive who does any of that but whatever he does, no matter how bad, I still love him. It's so weird like the other day I was stood with him and he was smoking and I even thought he looked hot doing it, I would never think of that about anyone else. It's ridiculous, the more screwed up he is, the more I love him.